Okay, well, first schoolday today, and yes ofcourse IMMEDIATELY very, veeeery awkward moments. here’s the worst one; Well, we had some kind of introduction with the class and there was like 3 new kids. As I walked out of the class I thought I saw Abe, a friend of mine and I was like heeeeeeyyy you and stroke his belly. BUT THEN, IT WAS SOME NEW BOY I DIDNT KNEW. And he looked at me like WHAT...
Okay, well, there are some things that I just DON’T have to do. And then there are things I deff HAVE to do. So dear me, here is a list of shit you should and shouldn’t do :) DON’T: - Be loud all the time, silence girls are mysterious girls ;) - Tell things to people while you should not tell them at all - Lie - Waste time on boys you maybe like, or not, or maybe. - Kiss...
WHY SHE, NOT ME?
Gosh, why am I thinking this so much lately? I just have to be happy with what I got I guess, but my friends and girls I know always have so much boy-attention or they have boyfriends and here I am, just sitting here with no boy-stuff at all… They all kinda like me, but as a friend, I’m actually pretty friendzoned in here. Whohoooo, friendzone yeeeeey. FML
So here’s the deal with boys and me. There’s no deal. I’m just a pathetic old piece of shit when it comes to boys. I always fuck up. No wait, i don’t fuck up, i just don’t do anything at all. I really can talk to boys and just be nice to them and have fun with them, but it’s always like friends. I DON’T WANNA BE YOUR FRIEND, I WANNA BE YOUR FUCKING...
Forget the risk, take the freaking fall– Ben, one of my friends
Howdy guys. And girls. Or actually nobody. But still, need to get my story straight, so yes, you’re right, i’m just typing this for nobody, absolutely nobody, not even a chicken. Loveyou all :’) - xx